DEATH INSTINCT:
The instinct of all living creatures toward self-destruction, death, or a return to the inorganic lifelessness from which they arose.
Monday, 20 January 2020
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feeling francis bacon
mirror image
selective memory
...the sound of fear....
time to go....
side effects
street scene
anorectic
ahh! this is what they call family!! Look...they are trying to say something to us!!! How lovely!!!
feeling magritte
...not so sure when i got here or how...
after a hundred ....everything is the same.....
a wanker is always a wanker XII
* ahletros *
body goes north...mind goes south...
i don't know..she was right there and then....she started to drop cell by cell...dropping*dropping*
the last meeting ....
organic center for human fertility
rule number 1 - there are no rules
stoic passions
blondies under siege
vertigo
after hours
flirting
love at first bite
the lovers
red
not what you think
...there'll be no oasis for a dry local grazier...
taking with *
waiting for the body...
Laura...this is for you!
the impossibility of a Ménage à trois
brainstorming
oh no!! Can you see any loo around??
feeling magritte
death nature and a wanker ready to go....
hangover
Johnnie Walker
trying to escape
through your window mate....through your window.....
human nest
do it again...again...........
mayday... mayday...ma.....
oh fuck!! I think we are in the wrong planet....wrong dress code and late......
gold * fish
...introducing razor to silk...
projection and introjection
..and tomorrow they are going to be the one who made love the night before...
oh no!!! Oh no!! mummm.....it is happening again......
the impossibility of being alone...
recycling desire
haiku XIV
affair in progress...
malady symphony III
sunday smile
first day at work
fuck!!! what have i done!!
write it down, please !!!
not what you think
no witness
... the impossibility of being alone...
yappari
urban scene
i think...that ...maybe....i know....but....you are going to say...no!
Here we go again....and .....
don't give me that look! Everybody knows that ....a wanker......is....always....a ...wanker!
The Wuthering Heights
vodka and morning light effect
thinking kieslowski
...In each line lies another line full of sacred sound...
... suddenly it was too late ....
lecture number ii
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silence echoes
are you following me??
i know...I know....
back in town
see you later!!
scenes from bed
haiku XIII
waiting for
and here it goes....the new armani collection....
late afternoon
anarchic serotonin
honey!! guess what? You are going to be a father!!! Honey? HOney?
coconut tree
...oh boy!....I am not sure....maybe this is what humans call god! what do you think?
the believer ... a X- file case
the impossibility of being alone...
the first night
on just being....
maybe... not what you think
the philosopher in action
what ???
uncertainty
bad connection
looking for Massao Hata
...Great liars are also great magicians...
no, no, no... deep down he is a wanker!
trip
...Life is hard and so am i...
memorizing process
...you sit at your window when evening falls and dream it to yourself...
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the fisherman's last resort
street scene
russian dance
closing time
guilty
androgenic hair
haka
...I need to meet a new chicken, I need to have an affair, I need flirtation, enough of cococococo
laura's still life
weaning with dinosaurs
Just Another Sucker On The Vine
two in one - lovers and wankers II
the impossibility of falling in love
taking a walk on the wild side
...Girls who want boys who like boys who do girls...
nosey parker in action
...free time transforms anyone who enjoys it into a different person...
right number, wrong time
...this could be your lucky day, in hell...
Utopian Community
Hi boys....it is a wondebra!!
in love (organically speaking)...
not quite a wanker III
a question of consistency
the reader (still) in a digital age...
you see!! it is smaller than my faith...
dear, the cat is late!
oh shit!! They are coming!!
...From the lightning in the sky... As it passed me flying by...
yellow symphony
affair in progress
urban peacock
it is you!!!
urban scene
mobile
learning to read
to eat ...it is ok....however....
no comments
a wanker is always a wanker XI
masochism
organic view
yes...it is what you think!
what the butler saw
endorphin rush
not quite a wanker II
street scene
... Nothing, still, all day. And that's when I started shadowing...
on contemplation
...Be regular and orderly in your life, so that you may be violent and original in your work....
...He does not feel that sickening thirst That sands one's throat...
two in one....
...lovers and wankers!!!
street scene
ok, first lesson guys : how to wear a scarf
learning to walk X forgetting how to walk...
my place or yours?
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neutron bomb * effect
of freaks and men
malady symphony II
all together now!! a wan..........
Hitchcock's legacy
burroughs nightmare
...What the hell is he building In there?...
the last night and the night before...
Simmer the pheasants in a covered pan with the stock and sherry until the meat begins to come away
nudist beach
not what you think
and forever I will remember a salty taste in my skin, the chilly breeze on my face and dad's smile
...but I long to see the blue flower...
struggling for greater equality
back in town...
see you later...
the nose marathon
a wanker is always a wanker X
look! human fingers! - are you sure? maybe this is what they call man !!
not what you think
mystic popcorn
changing point of view
nice to meet you
brainwaves
soft invasion
the adopted child
twisted times
a wanker is always a wanker IX
...and the distant past resounds with echoes...
get real!!
the courtship mechanism
i miss you.......
...killing the angel in the house....
You can throw it out in the rain...You can whip it like a dog...
...'The toilet being famously a place for contemplation and deep thoughts'...
oh pleeeease!!! Put your trousers on!!
traffic congestion
Ménage à trois ...a possibility
after.... the natural selection
hermeto meets sivuca * Bebê
a wanker is always a wanker VIII
darling I have the chopsticks, please bring the children....
Gymnopédie No.1
not sure
before the wedding
not quite a wanker....
cognitive dissonance
the blind musician
i will get you
first kiss
Merry Christmas, Mr. Lawrence
peeping around
no silver but some arms...
oh yeah...lovely!!...you think....
...but remember....
a wanker is always a wanker VII
not what you think
love letters not allowed
april 25th
The Unauthorized Portraits
a wanker is always a wanker VI
the lovers
denial
memory channel
mummmm.....it is happening again....oh gosh, oh gosh...it is looking at me!!!
I remember * late afternoon * the smell of jasmine tea, the silence of your skin ...
lust fighting attachment
you be quiet!! don't you see? 'It' has Rosemary's genes....
...And if you have five seconds to spare - Then I'll tell you the story of my life...
prisoner of minutes
a wanker is always a wanker - but this one is for you Laura!
trying to escape
solution process
teresa meets sebastian
a wanker is always a wanker IV
haiku XII
gosh, look at you! red and swollen...you have a foot and toes infection mate!
incubation
saint sebastian
come on....take a walk!!
a wanker is always a wanker III
trying to escape
ophelia's nightmare
hanging around
haiku XI
nonsense and sensibility
a wanker is always a wanker II
not what you think
not yet
4'33''
NO!!! you are not allowed to!
freedom
the final chapter
smile, you are (still) here!
the trapped solar wheel
so... it is true that in earth some creatures are still Breastfeeding!!
...Take a walk, taste the rest, No, take a rest ...
a Kieślowski feeling
Please, make yourself comfortable
blindness
blue flower and the impossibility of a Ménage à trois
desire
asadoya yunta
Dr. Lho come here!!! I have a 4 and a 5 waiting for you...should I put them together?
peeping around
what do you mean by 'she is very elastic'?!
waiting list
malady symphony
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the earth is blue
genetically modified
i know...I know....
urban scene
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it can take me to you....
and in my dream, I see this kind of fog...and we are all trees playing around and ...the smell..
fuck the past, fuck tradition, fuck nostalgia...there is a world happening just behind the window!
flirtation
lenin's tree
urban scene
Bentham meets Alice
looking for jackal ii
mummm!!... after a kiss, how long does it take for a reptile to turn itself into a prince??
oh I see, your left eye is always shaking,...hummm, let's have a look !
outrageous love
...out of the blue....
...What ceremony of words can patch the havoc?...
haiku X
orgy
..a wanker is always a wanker....
Nicholas Hughes
just do it!
Oh yeah! You are so right, nowadays the price of living in paradise is just unbearable...
love, guilt and reparation
desire
the myth of freedom
street scene
lord, what am i doing here?
good morning fat lady! Let's see if today we can fix your head...
Ok, I lost sight... but still carry on seeing cars and cars..do you think it is normal?
unlocking the soul
unbutton the earth
urban scene
don't!...don't even try to do it!
...but If you need me to need you to fuck - That fucks everything up...
life sentence
desire
the lovers
writer block
the poetry of the unexpectable
last century road, 66
being together without actually being together
for god's sake! do you have any idea where they come from?
here we go....your Kugelmass cocktail, sir!
sublimation
touch me
the strange case of an antisocial dog
superman mail box
...Well, I'm walking on down Virginia Avenue Trying to find somebody to tell my troubles to...
organic decay
portuguese bomb
polen and milk
sight defines culture ** smell divides social classes
the gaze
...what can you do when the curtain falls...
half way through
...so close yet so distant...
for the last time....stop right now!!
mayday, mayday...I have the cross!! what should I do next!?
...everybody has a box, they hide it but actually want someone to see it....
out of imagination
silence
the dracula's nightmare
he was Walking south down...
it is all in your mind
oh fuck! what have i done?!
the rastafari dad, mum and three little pigs
urban scene - take ii
oh Lord, I beg you! Let me have the last stella artois
liquid love path
not a haiku
urban scene
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the last page
juliet is out of town. please leave your message after the tone * * *
looking for jackal
...I shall never get you put together entirely,Pieced, glued, and properly jointed...
here we go again.....'another botox victim'
the decision making process
Trust me! Don't be afraid! I will take you home...
life after life
morning light
oh christ !! where did i put the nurofen...
you see...and in last night dream i decided to break the fucking window and run..run...
organic morning erection
urban scene
they are coming!!!
she was just sixteen
have a nice day too!!
world's end
Desire
their paths crossed ...
the missing family
the lovers
... I have no Napoleonic dream. I'm just hard-working and pragmatic...
and they lost themselves in each other at 5.18pm
...morning arrives in a sleeveless dress...
...you said andropause?
7th floor, please!!
the massagist
dr. i am not making this up!...he will kill me...look what was inside his wardrobe
organic mail box
black and sensitive looking for a white bitch
flirtation
the cruci*fiction made by blind people
urban scene
nosey parker
urban scene
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bones and a piemontese
nowadays it is crime
a room with a view
melt ageing
one can talk - the other can see - both are full of silence
Europe 2009 ** never heard the word...
...'suffragette'
fast food
yes! it happened like that superman was flying around and suddenly he dropped his super..you knoW
sunday reading
haiku ix
...break up the family, And let's begin to live our lives...
organic wonderbra
Try it he said. Next thing I remember is...
... Atlantis just in front of me...
...A little while...
private view
hello you...are you an apple tree?
Neither Cinderella nor Rapunzel?Come back here and I will show you what a lovely juliet I can play
in need of renovation
are you looking at me?
street art
...think feelingly, to feel thoughtfully....
the lovers
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proudly serving you since 1891
...Don't need you to need me to need you...
organic erection
antisocial
be careful what you wish for
...No alarms and no surprises (get me outta here)...
persky's fault
desolation*
facing spring * missing so badly the winter
waiting time
too late - love at first sight
coming up: shipping forecast
*hey... you! Come here. I Have something to tell you!!* --- mummmm!!! it is happening again!!!
the jerk kingdom
feeling bacon - polaroid manipulation
target
...Ideas that collapse At the first touch of attention...
winter meets spring
..First the air is blue and then it is bluer and then green and then black I am blacking out ...
organic view
... quite easy to steal, innit?
mona lisa's first smile
an urban wish
The past and the future meeting point
Hallucinations Are Rare Side Effects, thus you are not seeing what you think you are seeing....
no!!!
bentham meets suburbia
haiku viii
the tramp's dream
...the piano has been drinking...
box for two
ageing process
follow me please!
...and you will see when much is too much
dream on
in between worlds...
the organic lovers
alice's inner world
still life
sandman Morpheus
the reader's perspective
...and so...easter was born...
..Tell me who are you this time?
it is my imagination, it is my imagination, it is...oh no! oh no! mummmm he is back again!!!!
the holy hole
smooth
not even behind the curtain
going to school
mummm....what are you cooking for grandma's lunch?
the dream is always the same - big white house in the middle of nowhere and trees...no, not trees!
a retina affair
past tense - not so irregular
silicon(e) valley
haiku vii
don't worry! i will take care of you!
trust me! It is all in your mind. now go back to your bedroom!
razors pain you, rivers are damp....
urban scene
a womb for a day
blindness
double perception
haiku vi
non-spatio-temporal
Please, just Tell me I am drunk!!
'Clocks cry: stillness is a lie, my dear..'
life trying to escape ...
can you fly?
'...and shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you'd like to...'
haiku v
bathing is not permitted
the lovers
'All that we see or seem, is but a dream within a dream'
oh no!! My last condom...where is it?
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haiku iv
displacement
haiku iii
"I listen hard but no words spring to mind"
Haiku ii
back in town
socially inept
and the drunk spiderman fell asleep and crashed into my book, and, and, mummm!!!!
you have 5 sec to give me back my winter!
I am the princess, she said. What about you? Are you Doctor tripas or mr. lobisanao?
..."melts in the wall. And I am the arrow..."
not what you think
bringing out the best in each other
1 + 1 = 1
life line
peeping around
fisting no more - take iii
next question, please!
bold winter
freedom of thought
... are you listening to me???
fisting no more - take II
after*noon
blur affair
fisting no more - take I
it is blue!!
organic eyes
nonsense
attachment
"teach me half the gladness that thy brain must know.."
russian roulette
on being an outsider
Mrs Plath
maternity wing
...and I lost myself for just 2 min...
from nothing to nowhere
not what you think
pause
bad boys playground
emotional puzzle
remembering process
feeling magritte II
not sure...
feeling magritte
the lovers
flirting
amnesia
Uncle Mozart Requiem
oh no!!! It is him again! mayday! Mayday!!
still
check the map again. Are you sure this is earth and those little things are human?
urban scene
spa?? sorry mate, wrong place and welcome to the peas and ginger soup factory.
expiry date not allowed
I used to be a silver porsche and then this stupid girl ...
Rothko lost the plot
urban scene
inside louise bourgeois
yeap, she said compayne gardens
sorry mate! don't know what you are talking about!
ok, ok...we share the mouse!!
urban scene
oh for f***sake, not the pink dream again!
...and tomorrow morning i will stay at home!
why do you think they have to use all those things to feed themselves?
we shouldn't be here....
say it again! again! again!
lost sense of scale
the white trip
the delusional kitchen
yellowish
no! sorry, as I said before, just black cherry reigns in this kingdom!!
beyond the pleasure principle
mind the gap
giving up....
..
.
peeping tom
happy first bday "angulomorto"
fade into you
trying
"the harbour lights glaze over restless docks..."
Flight FR8346
the ryuichi sakamoto rain
hangover III
woking class - value
Ok, you go first !!
under construction
' Everywhere I go, it rains on me'
"...well there's one thing you can't lose it 's that feel..."
i am going to tell you
sunbathing in a solarium innit? You see?? I told you!!
"let my shadow disappear into yours."
there is always a suspect
meeting life once again
"...how vast is a five year old sky?"
feeling pollock V
no witness
not what you think
Ménage à trois
.."there is one window in the room...and as far as he can remember he has not yet looked out of it"
mummm my superhero is stuck on my foot! Help me!!
hum, let's see: lentil and mint soup, aubergine parmegiana and artichokes risotto, yumm, yumm!!!
i love you II
hanging around II
apple
... find the passion brigde but be careful, do not miss a step on the fall in love stairs.
half cross and a full story
...and i come back here again and again and again....
urban scene
oh yes, I can see now!
don't be silly, you know i don't eat meat!
the mother who lost her son
spring on winter
oh please...cut the crap!!
mapping the garden
grandma!!!! where are you?
there's probably no god.now stop worrying and enjoy your life. (campaign)
can i have my yogurt now, pleeease!!!
the road to the heart
lho, here i go!
look, look!! You see? As I said, it is silicone innit?
feeling pollock IV
hey guys!! happy new year to you too!!
Is there no way out of the mind?
wait to see the menu
micha and pedro's organic tree
split personality
- in the old days, people, especially woman, used to keep secret diaries. Nowadays they keep public
...blogs, they want everybody to know what they have, what they feel, what they do. - why??
- because they are invisible and don't want to be.
nature's own collage
feeling pollock III (early in the morning)
underskin
impermanence project
street scene
i am sure! that is the way out
And I watched you as you disappeared
Please!! leave -me- alone!!
hope
another botox victim
give me a reason to be a woman....
first love
selective sense of aesthetics
feeling pollock II
polaroid manipulation
slow down and you will find me
not what you think
enough young lady! what do you mean by 'you are behaving like a human wanker?'
feeling pollock
sometimes it is so obvious that it is difficult to see
seven years time
a cardio thing
can you see me now?
taxi!!!
the very end of life
and after the punishment they decided to become matches...and at 2am they burned the whole forest
for the first time, he made love
organic christmas tree
tom waits ground
lighting
street scene
busy line
the blue shirt
Enlightened self-interest
what do you mean by there is no heaven?
daddy, daddy...look! The tree is loosing hair!
smothering city
..and at 6.24pm he said: I love you.
Oh you silly chicken, put your feathers on, don't you see that I am a capon?
rage
...and forever, they lived together happily in their ignorance,
the lovers net
Remove the cooked artichokes from the stock pan and toss with most of the lemon zest,
the future is bright! Oh please, don't give me that shit!
when I was young, everybody wanted to touch me
the light bulb plantation
love at first sight
come inside ...
give me a reason
late afternoon
plateau phase
I was just across the road, he comes to me and said: YOu, jerk!
golden blue situation
a question of trying
looking back it was just another one....
daddy daddy..can I play now?
still life
sound memory
darling are you sure? Is that what they call the new world?
when life imitates art
the amputee dream
no, no, no, the market is just fine
sharp brain
street scene
it is not my choice
waiting
street scene
I don´t know, there was you and me...some funny chickens and ....
dream channel
still life
the tea drinker
rule number 1 - Never hesitate
necropolis
you cannot tie up what is supposed to be free
not what you think
listen, you need more than that to get there
organic alien
yes! you are going to be just like me...
...soon!
mum mum....they are here!!
not what you think
maybe
daddy do you dream?
...and she was just here
please take me with you
you are here not there or there or there.....
the final cut
slaverism net
I said to him I am a traditional girl
I don´t need you anymore....
taking the trouble to try
cleaner
I love you!
ophelia
death row
they have all the same thing in common
..."this aspect of dreaming he likens to a 'a book of account' in which ...."
and the only thing i remember is him saying: if you read that to me I will....
lost
To Charlotte perkins gilman
...if...
...i could just see you
tí sinistáte
looking back
The amazing dancer
coming back
Going out
coffee and cigarettes not permitted
guilt
following you
virtual flying
la noia
right number wrong time
hanging around
is it the sea you hear in me?
one day it won't come back. Things aren't like that.
keep moving
...and there was no feeling at all...
look!!
why don´t you love me?
I don't wanna grow up
and if you don't go to bed right now....
trying to be a country girl
polaroid manipulation
run lola run
still waiting
and from nothing he said, I love you...
still cholesterol life
late to work
should be here
not what you think
cheap empire
behind bars
not what you think
coming back
out of focus
displacement II
organic security
dream on
peter's thinking
maybe rings twice
tube pole dancing
behind doors
bitter wait
neighbourhood watch
nightmare III
still life
wonderland
walker
domestic violence
hangover
Hey.....you!
slow motion
and suddenly it was too late
meeting point
And for a moment it was...
paris texas after midnight
no witness
Nobody can tell what I lack.
Haiku
Never try to trick me with a kiss
You ! come back here, now!
departure
Listen, and if you...
trying trying trying
In order to return it is necessary to go...
coming out
kicking inside
mistake
not really
reparation
preliminary
It could be
broken heart
organic connection
Polaroid manipulation
skin
say it again
Nightmare III
I said no!
Looking back
dear thomas
green hair
morning light
Fertile soil
Highway interception
polaroid manipulation
milky way
polaroid manipulation
hangover II
open or closed: question of perspective
loneliness
urban scene
bluish
playing around
Looking for
Urban scene
full moon stairs
polaroid manipulation
organic puzzle
Alice narratives
no return ticket
nightmare II
displacement
9 o'clock news
little toy
The bridge
where...
Maturity
Polaroid manipulation
Polaroid manipulation
Disambiguation
female change
fixed ideas
Excuse me sir, where is the albert's pub, please?
It is all in your mind
take 2
take 3
take 4
take 5
take 6
Tango
powerless
copper
late afternoon
december 1834
unsetlled couple
Make a wish
Love hurts
first day at work
sin
tension
scale
roads
Organic
3 little pigs
look at me!
Walking in the winter I can taste...
The tin of the sky..the real tin thing...
To mrs. Plath
Don't
Lost memories
once upon a time
gazing around
Memory
no escape
Growing old
happiness
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half way through
faulty interpretation
sublimation
And she said,
waiting ,not coming
Grief
Lover escape
Hangover
cracking
Going out
Act. II
Lover tongue
6.40pm
Not sure
dream stage I
Not engaged
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Bluish
France 2008
No cocoroco, I said it was just casual sex!
Serotonin
Deciding
Changing view
Ejected
May 2000
Lost
Trapped
Hostage
Mirror stage
Nightmare
Merci la vie
Insight
Mind keeper
Cancellation
Dry hope
Afternoon light
Resting
Waiting room
F** and Smoking
Stress
Immigration
Lu and Arnaldo, Arnaldo and Lu
Connection
Stretching mind
Life sentence
Parole
Lavish
Nauseous
Conceiving
Peeping around
Erection
breast feed
A question of angle
Due to make
The Nephew
No Parking
No Parking too
Blafing
Desolation
UnconsciOus DeSirE
